i just want to be my self-_- am i wrong if i use an old pants when i go to my friends house? why are everybody so care with their look? why dont just calm and let it be whatever it will be.... i know, such as another, i need to be a beautiful girl to make them keep their attention or maybe their faith in me. but, am i wrong if i dont wanna looklike another girl that always act like blalalla... i hate that.. you know what i mean lahh. but, when my ibu told me "tak guwak pisan klambi wuelek koyo ngono kok digawe nggone omahe uwong? uwong iku yo masiyo ga ngajeni awake, yo ngajeni wong tuane. ndarani ga direken.. klambi sak bajek seng digae kui-kuiii ae. heran aku. lak elek iku seng kenek elek wong tuo, bukan kamu...." yes. kayanya i was so wrong enough. i just want to be myself.. my ownlife.. act like what i want to do. like what i imagine in.. buttt yeahh im so shocking wrong. i dont keep an attention into myself. i dont know whwther people see me like what, but im just thinking about free free and happy. sometimes i decide to be abeautiful girl like another but instantly when i think about that, the opposite way comes immediately and breaks up what i think before. can you see that i cant be and won't be another? if i can be another girl i ll do it as soon as i can. but the fact, yeah like what you see when you meet me. im confuse........................................ but deeply, Ibu, i know that you love me right? thats why you always give your advice to build me a better... to show how beauty daughter you have. i promise i ll show you someday, but i dont kow when it will be. someday i do believe that god will give me a hidayah to become a girl like you want to see. deeply i smooch youso damn Bu, totally. i just dont know how to say how to show, but trust me , in every second i breath, your name will always the name that i use to ....

i just want to be my self-_- am i wrong if i use an old pants when i go to my friends house? why are everybody so care with their look? why dont just calm and let it be whatever it will be.... i know, such as another, i need to be a beautiful girl to make them keep their attention or maybe their faith in me. but, am i wrong if i dont wanna looklike another girl that always act like blalalla... i hate that.. you know what i mean lahh. but, when my ibu told me "tak guwak pisan klambi wuelek koyo ngono kok digawe nggone omahe uwong? uwong iku yo masiyo ga ngajeni awake, yo ngajeni wong tuane. ndarani ga direken.. klambi sak bajek seng digae kui-kuiii ae. heran aku. lak elek iku seng kenek elek wong tuo, bukan kamu...." yes. kayanya i was so wrong enough. i just want to be myself.. my ownlife.. act like what i want to do. like what i imagine in.. buttt yeahh im so shocking wrong. i dont keep an attention into myself. i dont know whwther people see me like what, but im just thinking about free free and happy. sometimes i decide to be abeautiful girl like another but instantly when i think about that, the opposite way comes immediately and breaks up what i think before. can you see that i cant be and won't be another? if i can be another girl i ll do it as soon as i can. but the fact, yeah like what you see when you meet me. im confuse........................................ but deeply, Ibu, i know that you love me right? thats why you always give your advice to build me a better... to show how beauty daughter you have. i promise i ll show you someday, but i dont kow when it will be. someday i do believe that god will give me a hidayah to become a girl like you want to see. deeply i smooch youso damn Bu, totally. i just dont know how to say how to show, but trust me , in every second i breath, your name will always the name that i use to ....

i just want to be my self-_- am i wrong if i use an old pants when i go to my friends house? why are everybody so care with their look? why dont just calm and let it be whatever it will be.... i know, such as another, i need to be a beautiful girl to make them keep their attention or maybe their faith in me. but, am i wrong if i dont wanna looklike another girl that always act like blalalla... i hate that.. you know what i mean lahh. but, when my ibu told me "tak guwak pisan klambi wuelek koyo ngono kok digawe nggone omahe uwong? uwong iku yo masiyo ga ngajeni awake, yo ngajeni wong tuane. ndarani ga direken.. klambi sak bajek seng digae kui-kuiii ae. heran aku. lak elek iku seng kenek elek wong tuo, bukan kamu...." yes. kayanya i was so wrong enough. i just want to be myself.. my ownlife.. act like what i want to do. like what i imagine in.. buttt yeahh im so shocking wrong. i dont keep an attention into myself. i dont know whwther people see me like what, but im just thinking about free free and happy. sometimes i decide to be abeautiful girl like another but instantly when i think about that, the opposite way comes immediately and breaks up what i think before. can you see that i cant be and won't be another? if i can be another girl i ll do it as soon as i can. but the fact, yeah like what you see when you meet me. im confuse........................................ but deeply, Ibu, i know that you love me right? thats why you always give your advice to build me a better... to show how beauty daughter you have. i promise i ll show you someday, but i dont kow when it will be. someday i do believe that god will give me a hidayah to become a girl like you want to see. deeply i smooch youso damn Bu, totally. i just dont know how to say how to show, but trust me , in every second i breath, your name will always the name that i use to ....

i just want to be my self-_-

i just want to be my self-_-